Title: mild depression
Wad a day, Jerry and XL got promoted to ACLs, frankly... honestly... i should and ought to be happy for them, but still, im feeling kind of xin suan. Maybe its jealousy, or maybe im just feeling angry for myself, i seriously dont know. If possible, i'll like to question God why these kind of things always happen to me.
Now, every other person in my intern class has been promoted, Amanda, Xinyi, Jeremy and Rebekah are ACLs, Lynn and Paula are now CLs. Is it that i'm really that lousy? maybe i really am... I am just experiencing so much now, how good it will be if i had someone that really understands me, who is able to console me. Would it be?