Damn, why must all adolescents suffer form the dilemma of losing themselves ? Most, if not all of us, will from time to time question our own identity, who we are, what kind of a person we want to see ourselves become, but yet, why is it that some people just make it seem so natural? Why is it that these people just don't suffer from the same identity crisis which always bogs me down, they just seem to have so much style it just seems like them. Well, not that i am unhappy with who i am, God created me the way i am, just the way he wants me and i should be contented. I'm just feeling the unhappiness when others judge me. I'm a geek and i really ought to be proud to be one.

People say that the music one listens to defines one's character - what does reggae say about me now ?

Going to bai nian later, yay!!! So happy, finally i can go and bai nian, should be going to jeremy's house, edward's and leslie's. But wad a waste my camera no battery.
So interesting, never been to edward's house(mum) before, should be a very impressive apartment.

-Damn, think i need to start to prepare my speech.

Once again, I have decided to blog, to make 12 Feb 2005 a historical day in my diary. Damn, this is my third attempt to blog, hopefully, there will not be a fourth, not that im looking forward to end my "blog-life", but probably that i dont wanna always end what i do halfway.