Everyday, we have to face the onslaughts of life,
to face life's challenges as theycome hurled towards us.
Everyday is a struggle, a new beginning,
a start without an end.

It only means we hafta trust in e Lord,
to walk by faith and not by sight.
It only means we hafta believe in Him,
to trust and believe when we dont feel Him.

Well, i guess life is and has always proven itself to be uncertain. You never know what you might have to face when you open your eyes and struggle to get off bed. At times, the things in life jsut gets so tough and uncertain that it seems as though they are hurled at you, thrown at great speed and exceptional accuracy that every hurl, every challenge hits where it hurts most.
As what Paul describes in Phil, life is like a race. It is never easy, in fact, very often, you have to remind yourself of your goals in life.
Hence, i guess the only solution there is is to trust in the Lord, to believe that every obstacle, every challenge occurs for a reason. That no matter how tough things may seem now, eventually we will benefit through it, because He has a plan to prosper us, and not to harm us. =)

Well, humans are definitely wierd creatures. Once in a while, they get hit by a random bout of depression of which its duration lasts from 1 min to several days. Frankly, i was quite depressed yesterday by several things.
Like, a sense of inferiority. Being a leader is never easy, i wanted to do alot for my members. I guess at times, i just dont feel adequate in doing so.
Also, there are many things in life to worry about - grades, frens, $$, general issues in life, IMF(yeah right...). And, im someone who likes to plan far. I dont like to plan til just the end of the year, i want to know what to expect in my life in say, 2 years time. At least it gives me something to work towards. Right now, i feel like im a little squid in the middle of the ocean. I have no sense of direction whatsoever. Any direction im moving towards seems to be pretty short term.

But well, im chill about it lar. Not that im totally depressed and absolutely shitty about it.