its rather ironic that just 4 days ago, i was complaining that i was stressed. Now, i am stressed that im not stressed. Wierd, it seems that my motivation to work hard is kinda dipping. I sure do hope to find it back soon...

Ok, i guess today is the kinda day when you just experience a flood of emotions, thoughts and doubts. I donno, but i feel like a lost bird. Somehow, i feel as though i dont know what to feel. Sounds abstract, but i feel mis-aligned, like somehow my poles have shifted such that my bearings are frayed.
On one hand, i know i have work, on the other hand i feel too lost to know what i want to do.