Haha, i was readin my posts dating january and earlier when i realised how different my posts are! I used to put in quite a fair bit of effort into posting, now its just random thoughts to fill the page. Ok, i shall try to put more interesting stuff here soon - so that when i browse back to these pages say, 1 year from now, i'll get to see not just the flips, but the thrills and excitment i once experienced :D

I suppose God has been teaching me a thing of two about patience, which i seriously think is quite lacking in my life. Anyway, please do ignore my previous few posts, been real drained out to post anything proper, haha.
I think i really need to trust God in this matter, its really tough, and i am really not sure how long or even thru wad means im gonna last, but well, i need to learn to depend on God. Very often, when God teaches something, He will put you through the extremes of it, which is like the fire. We decide how we want to come out of it. Its one thing to come out of it stronger, its another to come out totally weak and drained. Well, this time, i hope its the former.