Mood: hyper, delirious, yet at the same time, i'm feeling a little demoralised.

Ok, i'll start with the good stuff. Recieved lotsa cards and presents just now, thanks guys! Really appreciate it. The wierdest gift i've recieved so far is a pack of DuelMaster poker cards, lol. Well, she did say the gift was wierd. Today was also Wardy's water baptism day. I guess he has quite alot of supporters, so yup, dont really need me to say much.

After Service, we went to Jerry's house to unwrap presents. U know, its always a very nice feeling to unwrap presents from people, especially from those you gave something to. As you unwrap the present, with every fold and with every scotch tape removed, u can feel the heart and effort put in. And when you recieve a gift that is so out-of-your-mind, yet all at the same time still meaningful, it just melts your heart away. Lol. But the most touching is when you recieve a big gift, something even bigger than the biggest gift in your hand in terms of value, from someone you quite conveniently forgot this festive season. It feels good to recieve the gift, yet at the same time, it gives you this guilty-i-should-have-remembered feeling as well. So this year, i did recieve a good mix of all these gifts, leaving me in a mix of emotions and thoughts as well. I guess since its more blessed to give than to recieve, I should try to make it a point to give more next year, to avoid the guilty conscience pricking.

With our hands full with all the presents and cards, we made our way to Orchard. We took such a long time to decide lor. But it was fun. We met Jo and Serene there. Wanted to watch parade, ended up just walking, it was quite fun though. We took neoprints after that. Yay, lol, its been ages since i last took a neoprint. I'm feeling lazy now, shall upload the photos another day.

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Yay! today is day 7 of my test! man, it feels great!

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ok, now to fill my page with some crap.
I sms-ed her just now. I have a feeling my attraction will fade away soon, but im super hyper just thinking of her. I hope that this time, i like her not just for her looks, or even that she likes children. Lol. I hope that this time, i will just fall in love with her character, though its quite hard to decipher. I really wonder how she is spiritually, on the surface, she may be an angel, but she may be like just rotten beneath the facade, lol. So, i hope that God will slow me down and give me chances to know her personally. :D.

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(edited) [26 December]