Today, January 3rd 2005, reluctantly, unwillingly, i walked and entered back within the walls - these walls that have housed me and groomed me for the past year. I look forward to the orientation, but theres something within me that holds me back, reminding myself that this institution wasnt exactly the haven i wanted.

So today, i had orientation. Quite cool, quite fun. In fact, i kinda loved it. Though my group was a little quiet, i suppose they will spice up by day 3 of the orientation. Sze Ling and Rizam are great pals to work with and sabo for forfeits. During one of the forfeits, we made one of the guys propose to Sze Ling. Haha, its his fortune.

Met her again just now. Damn, i think people change within 2 months eh. To me, i felt she changed alot. I suppose i myself changed quite alot as well. Maybe last time, she was a good choice because she met all the conditions in a girl that interests me. But seeing her now, i suppose its quite an impossible choice.