Well, humans are definitely wierd creatures. Once in a while, they get hit by a random bout of depression of which its duration lasts from 1 min to several days. Frankly, i was quite depressed yesterday by several things.
Like, a sense of inferiority. Being a leader is never easy, i wanted to do alot for my members. I guess at times, i just dont feel adequate in doing so.
Also, there are many things in life to worry about - grades, frens, $$, general issues in life, IMF(yeah right...). And, im someone who likes to plan far. I dont like to plan til just the end of the year, i want to know what to expect in my life in say, 2 years time. At least it gives me something to work towards. Right now, i feel like im a little squid in the middle of the ocean. I have no sense of direction whatsoever. Any direction im moving towards seems to be pretty short term.

But well, im chill about it lar. Not that im totally depressed and absolutely shitty about it.