[What im listening to: Chris Tomlin - Unfailing Love]

Yeah, our emotions are often like a roller coastER. I suppose during mid-years, the thought of celebrating after exams, just letting my hair down and all kept my adrenaline going. I suppose its this thought that kept me through my exams, making me look forward so much to the end of Computing paper. Then, after computing paper ended, suddenly everything seemed so... so empty, as though i have nothing left to look forward to. As i said yesterday, without a vision the people are dead. It applies to both the spiritual as well as non-spiritual stuff i guess. Cos without something to look forward to, i just feel so empty, so lost. Perhaps its time i drafted out what i want to do with my time these days.
Another thing i need to do is probably slow myself down. The exams have left me at an all time high. And not because i think i can do well, but becos i have this confident assurance that my life is in divine hands. I need to slow myself down to get back to the pace of school. And i need to decide once again what i really want in my life during this period.