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Almost one year ago, i wrote what i thought would happen for prom nite this year: me sitting down alone at the table drinking coke, waiting for the whole night to end. Haha, it wasnt that far from what i expected lar. I really was just stoning at my table for the first half of the night, sitting there waiting for people to approach me to take photos.
Haha, thankfully my night din end in such a pathetic way. We(s64) went out to take photos. Actually, im quite thankful we went out lar. To an extent, i have never quite felt a sense of belonging in VJ, as though i dont really belong here. I suppose i do know quite alot of people, quantitatively it sounds impressive, but i dont suppose i really do have alot of close friends in vj. Like when i have probs, i really dont think the first people i would turn to are those from my college. As such, staying in the ballroom looking at everyone else happily taking photos, looking so comfortable in the crowd while i stoned there isnt a very nice feeling.
I shall upload the pics another day lar.. still waiting for them from joel.

Anyway, i decided that i should change my style of xmas presents. Instead of giving meaningless, cheap presents that fit my budget, i should buy more meaningful presents that are really things that they want/need. This also means i would be buying less presents this year. Should be getting people to share most of the presents im getting. After church camp, seeing how big teh peng gang is, its abit hard to buy presents lar.

Oh, and i realized people know more about me than i know. Like smileyface and some other stuff, i have no idea how come people know about these things lor. Sian.