was online chatting with mavis, wow, no wonder she is our zs. I was discussing with her on how to share for cell tomorrow. She read it and immediately asked me wad my focus was, she cont'd asking until she concluded that i need to hear more, rather than listen more, which was totally true. Maybe i should have been more sensitive to God and listened more, in my anxiety to finish something first, i forgot even wad i preach - and that is, to draw strength from God.... In fact, so often, i just want to finish something, and not care about listening.