Was talking to isa just now when i realized that i still have feelings for her(well, not isa of cos!), i dont know why, somehow i thought that this holidays would make me change my mind, but well no. Honestly, the intensity dropped, thats for sure, but the feelings still there.
One thing i pray is that the feelings are for real, that i love her for who she is, her unique, loving self instead of my own image of her. She is a gem, a rare find which i hope i'm willing to wait for, for God's timing and not mine this time...

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today has been quite a nice day, not much to talk about actually, lol.