Haha, i suppose i've posted several posts with close to this title before. But, i think this is the most, well, serious of all. Haha, cos i suppose this time its for real.
I donno, but when you've had your whole life planned out, when you've decided for real what you want in life- what you want to be/how you want things to be, it can get quite disheartening to know that God has something else in mind for me. I believe that God will always give me something better when i give up. But i suppose i've gotta learn to deal with the loss first. =)