Haha, todays quite a boring day actually. Was talking to george just now. Well, there arent many things guys would talk to George about, so its up to you to guess if you're really that nosey and want to find out :P
Anyway, i suppose i need to distract myself. Like wad George said, i need something to keep myself distracted until after As. Then after As, then start looking for something else to distract myself.. until i feel more ready for something else. Haha, not much of a bright solution eh, but its the best and most practical solution i have at hand thus far.
Certain things he said made a whole lot of sense to me. Somehow, hes been the only one who has managed to convince me how much guys change during NS. Truthfully, i need to distract myself.
Perhaps at times, its good to learn to let go. Perhaps now is one of those times...